You are responsible for your own fucking happiness nobody will relate to you like you do. So express your deepest feelings and share your purest thoughts. People are only a decoration of your life, some are prettier decorations than others and those are the ones you want to have in your life. Never ever, rely on somebody else to be the reason you smile each day. Be proud of who you are.
if you are rich and white and kill yourself with drugs the police will go and find the person who sold you that shit
if you are black and someone fucking murders you every one in the damn world will turn around and talk about how you brought it on yourself because you smoked weed and took selfies with the middle finger up
stop romanticizing the idea of becoming so dependent on another human being that you cannot function adequately without their presence goodbye